IMO - I think we all fear integration when it is first spoken of as it is the unknown even though we maybe be living in total chaos with our many alters... but after having gone through eight years of T (twice a week) I am pleased that I was able to achieve the integration of 15 alters down to just one main alter with a few fragments of those that left.

I am regaining the ME that was lost when DID entered my life as a means of survival.... I love and respected each and every alter and what they did for me, but I also explained to them that I was strong enough now and that I could take care of living in this world on my own as I was an adult and no longer the innocent child that so many people took advantage years ago.

Integration = Oneness