Hi Possum and All:
Me too, me too. Arrrgh!
Why did I have to go to this length? Well, here is the explanation, above! I hope that next time 'it' will be a little less extreme. Am I learning? I am learning.
Where a calm, reasonable assertive voice should have, perhaps even could have worked, there was another voice that sneeringly proclaims:
"Why hide me? You needed me!" It's true this time I did.
And if that is not enough, now, shame arrives.
Trying to get back to the calm, relaxed, safe place, where Ice can melt and statues no longer need to keep vigil.
After a recent test I took, I am hoping a new device to change an aspect of alpha brainwaves will help to address some of the ptsd issues.
Thanks for being courageous for yourself. Somehow when someone else is courageous, I am too.
All the best tomorrow (or is it already tomorrow there?) Possum
de-Iced