I'm new here, don't even know if this is worth posting or if I should be posting here, but, I really need help now. I've been depressed for a while (apprx. 1-2 years) and recently I've become closer with a certain friend, she knows how depressed I am, the fact that I use SI, and just about everything else there is. But the thing is... It's begun to rub off on her, I've talked to her about it all and now it's my fault I've gone and depressed her. She's also taken up SI which is my fault, too... I don't know what to do. I can't help her, I can't drag her down anymore. It felt so good to have someone to talk to, but now it's all my fault and it's tearing me up inside but I don't know what I can do. She's told one other person because I've convinced her to and now she's just regretting it. She won't let me say it's my fault and doesn't want me to help because it's her problem and I can't understand, and I don't even know how I would help her. She also won't let me tell the other friend she's told because she doesn't trust her enough, but from what I've heard from her and know about her myself, I know she could, and that she could also help her. If someone could please help me I'd greatly appreciate it.