Thank you
At least I can say I have a roof over my head?
I haven't said anything to my dad. I haven't said anything to anybody... my mate (that's going to New Zealand) might be coming round to look for a flat though. I don't know, I haven't a clue what to do. When I get my T maybe it's something I can talk through with her. Thank you Katheryn for the advice... I'll look into those things. thank you all for your advice.
I won't go rushing into things, it's just SO hard not to sometimes, but I know I'll regret it if I do. I just get into such a mess I feel bad too, for constantly whining about the situation on here. There's nothing I can do, there's nothing any of you can do. ***sigh***


right now I'm incredibly depressed and lonely... wish I could do more about it