Please be careful.... SH TRIGGER









This is a bad day... just getting worse and worse and worse and worse
I am so ready to do something stupid
I haven't even told my mam yet 'cause already she's yelling at me and making me feel an inch high, I'm not making things worse. I'm dreading my dad coming home.
Yesterday I cut.... for the first time in nearly two years! I was ashamed... I'm not anymore... wish I'd of done worse.
I just can not cope with all this s**t!!!!!

I don't know what to do with myself right now and if I'm not careful I'll probably give in to these urges as well... sorry this should've gone in SH? It's all for the same reason though... I'm so depressed, so messed up...