I don't understand myself. Just a year ago I was not nearly as freaked out about normal duties. Granted I was in my hometown but that never seemed to matter before. Even when the abuse was taking place I was still me. I was outgoing and brave. But now just the thought of going to the store and laundry mat makes me shake. What is going on? i have never been scared of public places before, i was the one who wouldn't sit still. I don't like this feeling. it makes me feel weak. Has this ever happen to anyone of you? What helped you? All ideas welcome. And appreciated. Thanks for all you guys support.