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Originally Posted by Taonuviel
i shouldn’t be here. i want to die. i can’t get anywhere, i only get worse, there’s no hope. i’ll always be alone… it’s just how it is. i can’t even do anything anymore, it’s useless. this is how it has to be; i can’t do anything else.  what else is there? i've tried everything; it's no use.
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You can get better Taonuviel. Start by stop critizing yourself.
I'd like to recommend a wonderful cd:
http://www.hayhouse.com/details.php?id=2447
It's helped me quite a bit. I listen to it as much as I can. Stop beating yourself up so. Give yourself a break! You deserve to treat yourself better! I'm glad you're here. It shows that you want things to be better, and they can be.