((((((((((((((((((((((((Miss C)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I think sharing with your T EXACTLY what you shared here would be really helpful. I think it's hard to see the process and the point of the process when we are in it...but then sometimes we look back and think "Ohhhh, so that's how that works"...those occasional moments of clarity.

What helps me is to do/say EXACTLY what I need to do/say when I'm in that room - even if it doesn't make sense, or it's not mature, or it's just little me being a big baby, or whatever. I did that tonight...just let little me out to do whatever she wanted and I actually left feeling better. I think for me, there is a lot of separate healing that needs to be done with the separate parts of me. I'm sort of hoping we'll all emerge in the end as one whole person, at least MOSTLY healed....

(((((((((((((((((((((Miss)))))))))))))))))))))))) Have you talked to pdoc yet about changing your anti-d?? Do you think that might be part of this??