Thanks Patricia

I read your poem! Really nice! You are very talented

I never thought that he could be like my father....for me, they were so different..... but then, after reading your reply, I start to look deeper and pay attention on how my father is.....and unfortunately, you were right because he is quite the same....I don't know if he has ever cheated on my mother, but I got strong feeling that my mom gave much more in their relationship...

I stopped seeing the guy. I wrote a thread about it.
Actually all the people here in PC helped me and gave me strengh to finally do it.
I could understand that I was in an abusive relationship.
However, I must admit that I dont feel better.
I miss him everyday, I cry everyday, I lose many hours just thinking of him. And I hate that! I lost almost 3 years with this guy and now that I could finally left him, I still feel a prisoner of our relationship.

I am struggling every day, but I do not call him or write...
But he did.....and he acted the same he always did....demanding explanations and saying that all his bad attitudes were all my fault! this time he even prohibited me to go to places I might see him.... And the bigger problem is that I replied and agreed with him....I feel like I am a big looser.
How and when will I become strong enough to just ignore this bad person?