Hi ncguynva!

I read that you are passing through a tough time. I hope you can overcome this turbulence pretty soon.

I was not married but lived like I was....actually during almost 3 years I was willing to submit myself to all his abuse because I wanted so much that our relationship could work out.

He lied a lot. He cheated a lot. He dissimulated a lot. And never treated me like I was even his good friend.....I think he was ashamed of me

After I left him, I didn't write or call. But he did.
He used very bad words, and demanded explanations for the most silly things. I answered him, replied his questions and asked for HIS explanations....he told me that all of our discussion was not about him, that he could do anything he wanted to do (i.e going out/travel/have sex/ with other girls) and that I was aware of that because we were not bf and gf for him.....And in the end of his speech, he prohibited me to go places we might meet... places I was used to go everyday!!!
The worst part is that I said ok...
What is wrong with me??
Why he has to be such a bad and false person all the time?
Affff....sometimes I feel I am fine, I can survive but the truth is....it is taking too long