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Originally Posted by Princess Butterfly
Keep going Phoenix.
Well done.
Dont beat yourself up if you have a struggling day.
I had one ok day(few months ago)But because i didnt understand the feelings of being ok i wanted to SI because i understood that.So be careful.I hope i have helped in someway.
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that is exactly it! you put your finger right on it! I didnt realise it until you said it - thankyou
I felt ok and didnt know what to do with the feeling - I know that sounds dumb - I was waiting for the pain to come back and so wnated to si to make it come back cos I knew it would and i couldnt stand the knowiing that it would come back - its like my back prob - I have low level pain most of the time - I had an injection into my spine and felt different - couldnt put my finger on it - then I realised it was because I had no pain - it was great till the pain came back - and then it was worse cos I remembered what it was like not to have the pain - and I suppose thats the same way with this.... now I understand - thankyou
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet