My right and wrong is all messed up, I know what is right, but if I do the right thing it makes everything wrong, and if I do the wrong thing then everythign will be alright.

If I be good then everything is bad but if i do the bad thing then everything is good.
all the good and the bad is all messed up and round the wrong way.
we need everything to be good. its so so so soso hard when it is bad. we cant do it when it is bad. but to mke it be good we have to do the wrong thing. the wrong thing is the only way to be right.
its all too hard for my head.