hi ghuys,]]

thank syou for looking fo rme. i wetn to pdoc today. i tried to say goodbye but we comproismed and he said ic na stopt aking my meds if i prmsie to see gim on monday.

he said he cant upt me in shospital unless i want to go because no magistrte wuold beliebe im that shick because i dont klook sick. i ddnt want to go ot ohospitla.

sso im at home by mysedklf again. i rted to go to bed because tis nite time here but there are noises and i doint know if they're real or in mey head. the fire al arm went off but im too scaeed of heights to distmantle it. it stoppped now but when i looked at it it didnt say it went off so maybe i just heard it in m y head.

i got m y doggies with m e now and tehy're looking after me. if annyone hasxs any swafe hugs thtey could send me whay i woudll really aopreciate it. i ne dd to feel safe bcause its gtoo scary here right now.

im sorry fro my bad tyoping but nothign is lining up the way it hsiould.


xo deeli.