Thats exactly hoow I feel. When I used to be able to stand up for myself and now even when my feelings get hurt. Like rmost recent my husband who would never strike me or purposely hurt me, but he was talking ***** to some woman on the computer in Cali. The whole time I finally got some sleep. When I found out this morning I called him on it and he didn't even apoligize till I said something. He basically told me that it wasn't meant the way I took it. Well, after being treated like dirt for so long why should I expect it to change. It just went from one way to another. I feel doomed to be upset by one thing or another for the rest of my life.