I believe I'm AvPD. And really having a hard time right now. After years of avoiding relationships with women, I finally took some risks and became emotionally close to a woman online a few months ago. Well, I ended up getting my heart broken with her too, as of course I knew I would. I'm still getting over her, and feel like just crawling back in a hole for the rest of my miserable life. And now today, I lose my wallet! Credit cards, drivers license, everything! I don't even know if it was stolden, or I just lost it. Just when I needed my credit card to reorder my antidepressant. I just don't need this right now in my life. I know it may seem selfish saying this, but I sometimes feel like the world has a big bullseye on my back, just waiting to see what crap it can give me next. I am just so sick of it.