(((Sitting))) As you know I've been struggling with trying to get the inner me to become more of who I want her to be and at the same time trying to make my inner and outer world more alike. For me I haven't been so concern about peeling back the layers and finding nothing. I've been worried that what lies under all the layers is something awful and rotten to the core. Honestly, some of the layers have been pretty "ripe". Maybe the you that is currently visible to your T, is just one of the layers.If you don't like it, keep digging.

In my mind...the onion core is not a fixed or solid thing. Who we REALLY are is formless and dynamic--constantly evolving. I think even when we dig to a layer we like and decide to stay there for a while, we need to accept that it is likely to continue to change. Nothing is static, IMO.