I do have a 'T', but he's the s**ttest T I could have ever known and he's the only one that I've ever seen for more than a few months and I know he's not a good T at all.. He's extremely bigheaded, he invalidates my feelings and emotions, makes me feel stupid, laughs at me.. Tries to compare HIS life to MINE.

Yeah. Like he can do that... I'm very very close to taking that OD.. I have the equipment to do it and I just.. I so want to.. Plus I get money later, so I can easily go and buy more stuff if I need it.. I just want to give up.. I need to give up then everyone else will be happy.. Won't they?