((sitting))

I was always in awe of women who "thought who they were" and could march into a restaurant or shop and demand something they wanted; or the women who could go to the boss and tell them they were worth more and why and GET THAT RAISE.
I used to think, "Gee, they are full of themselves!"

Now, I know they were true to themselves.

At your core is the beautifll heart and soul you were born with. The gorgeous creature that is Sitting. You just haven't seen her in a long time so you think the onion is empty. But, guess what? You're not an onion at all. You are something much sweeter.

Our core wounds are painful and they conspire with our ego to protect us from that pain and suffering. It took me soooo long to begin to reveal true feelings in therapy and clearly as you can see from my posts, I am still getting there. I really understand the frustration of T not being able to fix things. Sometimes I want to just scream at him, '"FIX ME ALREADY!"

Be good to yourself, and take your time. It will come and you will begin to slowly know yourself from the inside out this time.