Just wanted say...I went here yesterday. I couldn't do it live, my brain went blank and voice went silent. But after my session I couldn't stand holding my thoughts on this topic any longer and emailed the page link and a short reflection the items I'm having difficulty with to my T. I have no idea how this information was received, if I've officially confirmed that I AM the evil, dirty,little, *****, I sometimes think I am, if this disclosure has changed my interaction with my T, even if I still have a T anymore. All I know at this point is...I disclosed. I pushed the send button. I'm still breathing, so... I'm a SURVIVOR. I lived through the abuse and all the negative fallout up until now... guess I'll eventually deal with this fallout too.