Tomi, you know that I really feel for you in your situation. I think it would be safe for me to say by the avatar that you have chosen, that starting with prayer might be the answer for you. Unfortunately God doesn't always answer our prayers as quickly as we would like or even in the manner in which we would like. We must be open to seeing how God is speaking to us. Much thoughts and prayers sent your way.

(((((((((((((((( Tomi )))))))))))))