Well been chatting with her thru emails....wouldve been more effective through instant messenger but the result still the same....

she believes that it is meant to be this way.....

I am still divorcing her and i think its better that way....but im just wanting her to be a better person.....to stop being destructive to me....to the relationship.

It's just that I still want to be with her later down the road. I have faith that she will change......

I'm just curious as to what is confusing to her and how living on her own (something she has never done) will clear things up for her? I mean she says she wants to pay the consequences for her actions and such. Fine by me but it seems she doesnt have faith that we will get back together. I will always want to be with her...i dont think i never will want to NOT be with her.