First post on my relationship but i needed popular opinoin. I have been married for 3 yrs. We both had drug issues when we met. Sickly happy at first, but when we started to get clean not so much. He went to work states away last Feb. By the first weekend home he had already met someone else. And i was losing my grip on reality, then 3 weeks later i found out about her. He said he couldn't stand being away from me and not on drugs, so i moved to be w/him. He continued to talk to her for awhile but hasn't in months. Now i find that he talks ***** to other women when his online. Not too much personal but crude comments and lie about his $. When i confronted him about it he said he didn't mean anything by it, but it still made me feel like I wasn't enough. The more i think about it the worse i feel. He come in my life and sweeped me off my feet along with my kids. I don't want to make a big deal over nothing because he takes all my issues in stride and he takes good care of all of us, but our relationship is starting to like we co-exist not love one another? what do you think?