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YOU ARE SO WORTH IT!! I know how it feels to call the crisis hotline. I have done it plently of times myself. It's not an easy thing to do. Reaching out for help has always been difficult for me. I read your post and want you to know how incredibly strong and courageous you are. Moving away from everything you have ever known. I couldnt do that. Only the strong could do that. Your not giving yourself enough credit for the accomplishments your have made. Dont lose sight of those. I also think that Ryan was on the right track as far as Therapy and medication also. This has helped me so much. Being able to talk about my depression and anxiety is a huge weight lifted off. However, it is a slow process. And frustrating, but we are here for you and you can always count on the love and support we have to offer you here. PM me anytime if needed. OK. Take good care of yourself. Much Love!!