pdoc just called back. he said to take some of my meds but i told him im scared there's bugs in them so he said ok, he will ring the pharmacy where he works and get them to give me some new meds. i'm glad he didnt make me check. he also said he will give me some other meds to help calm me down so if the old ones dont stop all the craziness that at least i wont be strung out by it.

so now im going to have some lunch and then go and get my med package. im so relieved pdoc called. i will probably take some meds and then get my grandparents to come over tonight.