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Feb 05, 2009, 12:53 AM
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Member Since: Jan 2009
Location: Uppa Gumtree West
Posts: 19,433
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Dearest Leslie and her Pixies,
Oh my..... You hit the nail right on the head. I have been badgering myself and getting frustrated and angry because of the lack of progress. I even told my shrink that I didn't think I had DID. But last night I asked "them" why they wouldn't come out and they said they would get bashed up by the anger. Anger doesn't let them speak. He is very abusive.
Because they don't come out I had started putting them down to a fertile imagination. They aren't really real. But the different voices that come out are real. One has come out once, and that was 9 long years ago at my fathers funeral. Because I haven't seen her since I doubted her existence. But she was so real at that time.
I think that my shrink has tried to get me to lighten up on myself and not be so angry, but your words have just let me have a huge sigh of relief. Its damn hard work being so angry all the time inside myself.
Thank - you so much Leslie and her pixies, You are a treasure. 
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