Hello Lost_Lonely --

Of course you are "worth it." It's the disease talking that tells you differently. I suspect that all of us who use this Forum know that nasty voice.

It was very courageous to start over again. I tried to start over again in New Orleans and wound up coming back to Florida after 5 months. Not there's anything wrong with Florida, but I had wanted a fresh start away from here.

Wishing you better days.