Wants, I am so sorry that you're feeling so low and having trouble sleeping.......you're right about money problems..i'm so sick of having to worry about buying some little something.......and as you said, we're older and the future can look scary.......i'm glad you're taking the painpm med.....if i can do anything for you, pleae PM me....i don't work tomorrow, so i can stay up tonight.....love, pat