The %#@&#! hit the fan!! He broke a memento from when my best friend and I went to see Phantom of the Opera. I had already reached my limit and I yelled at him. As he walked out the door, he said he didn't need this %#@&#! and he wouldn't be back!

Now the games start; him withholding money... heaven knows what else.

I CAN'T ALLOW MYSELF TO GET BAD ENOUGH TO GO BACK TO THE HOSPSPITAL!! I CAN'T!! I CAN'T!! I CAN'T!!!