maybe she was trying to share the moment with you - maybe she was trying to lift your spirits? try to think about your dog playing in the snow and smile inside - pets are so great - they give us unconditional love and dont judge us -

things can get better - it may not seem so now - but they can - tomorrow can be better than today - there is hope - the pain lessens with time - honestly it does - and with help - please be kind to yourself - I want you to write down all the things in your head and then on another piece of paper write down what you would say to a friend itf they had these thoughts - I bet the answers will be kinder than you are self talking at the moment - you DESERVE to be better - you DESERVE to have hope - even if you find it as I did in a stone I used to keep in my pocket with hope scratched into it - please take care of you P7