reddragon, please try to stay safe. we all want you to continue here with us. it is not your fault that anyone got offended, you did absolutely nothing wrong. so please don't punish yourself - there is nothing for you to feel bad about, and to make amends for.

please take good care of yourself, reddragon, and let us know how you are going. there are many people who are sending you safe thoughts and wishing the absolute best for you.