Kayti,

I'm sorry you're going through a tough time. If I were you I would try to get a second opinion, or at least look for a psychiatrist that seems to understand. Meds can help, they have certainly helped me, but it takes time to find the right cocktail, and some never find that right mix. I find that trying to distinguish reality from non-reality is helpful. Knowing myself if I am hallucinating or if something is real. Sometimes I have to check with other people but it gives me a reassurance that I need. I'm sorry about your mom. I know prayer does not solve everything. It may help you feel more calm though.

I hope you keep up on this site. You'll meet some wonderful people. Hang in there,

Love and Hugs,
Tara