(((((((((((( anxietygirl )))))))))))))))
Yes I have found that anxiety can make you feel like you are losing your mind. It does sound like you are showing some symptoms of ocd but that is not a diagnosis, have you talked to your doctor about what is going on? One way to try to find a therapist is to talk to your doctor and see if they can recommend one to you, they should be able to point you in the right direction.