(((puffy)))
For me depression can make me feel like i am crazy. My thoughts take on a life of their own and it's hard for me to control them.

You are not crazy or irrational. PLEASE don't do anything to hurt yourself.

I am not sure if you've mentioned it on other threads/posts, but are you on any meds? Are you talking to your T??

As long as you keep posting I know you are still hanging in there. So please keep posting, okay??

LLT