Another day in bed. Triggered by something that happened last night, but not even to me... I was up all night worrying about a family member. So were a few of us, but they all made it into work today. I am so lucky that my boss is so understanding, but I feel like I'm really pushing it. Why can't I just force myself to get up and drag myself into work like most people do, because they HAVE to? I am lucky to even have a job in this economy, and so I feel like I am really taking advantage of my boss's kindness. Everybody has a limit. It's only been a week since the last time I missed work... I know that everybody is allowed an occassional mental health day, but this is going way beyond that. It's like one day every week, or every other week. I hate this so much, I hate that I just can't get myself up and do what needs to be done like a responsible adult. I just don't know what to do. Thanks for letting me vent...