I am really anti social, and i do not do anything all day, except school and school work, and i have a lot of time to spare, everyday i make myself goals
such as learn to play guitar, buy the guitar, go to gym and work out gain some weight, meet some girl. So i sit through the whole day either reading, or watching TV, and when its time to go to sleep, all these goals that i have set for my self are coming up, i just cant go to sleep I get a burst of energy and the need to do those things, like i kind of get a panic attack that i am running out of time, i am already 19 years old, and nothing has changed since i was 15 except i got older, I just feel like breaking things or screaming at the top of my lungs, because another day i have wasted, time is precious, but when i do fall asleep in the morning i waste another day just like i did before and its not until i have to go to sleep i realize that and same thing happens over again. WHAT can i do, I really need to accomplish some goals or i am going to go insane, but i have problems socializing, or going outside.