I guess right now my primary focus is leaning more towards the depression , but things happened to me when i was a kid that effect my moods (including the depression). I am working on some of this stuff in T right at the moment , but still havent really found the courage to tell much of my story. Maybe someday in the future i will be able to write about some of the things that happened.
It just blows my mind, that after all these years i still think of this stuff so often. Wish it would just fade away like so many of the good memories that i should still have and lost.
Lisa
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