I feel sexually dead inside. I've felt this way for 5 years, maybe longer.
Before that it was different. But, now...

No desire at all.

No drive.

No spark.

Nothing.

I don't even understand the need for it.

Nor do I want or seem to need physical affection of any sort.

Just the opposite.

I hate to be touched.

I have really, really bad germ phobia OCD. Not the current 'germ phobe' craze, but a serious mental illness type deal.

But I don't think that that is all that is going on here.
It's not that I want to be touched but am held back by the germ phobia.
I don't want to be touched or have sex in the first place. It's just reinforced by the germ phobia. Know what I mean?

Anyway, does anyone else feel dead, sexually?

I don't want that to change. I am not asking for a sex life. I am not missing it. I just want to know if I am the only one.