Thanks...

Well, I've been thinking about it for the past few days. It had really been bothering me, though he had NO idea. Men are so clueless sometimes! haha.
I talked to a friend about it.. and pretty much I came to this conclusion.. He has never done anything to make me suspicious of him cheating on me or anything like that. He's lied about other type of stuff.. stuff that he used to do that I really didn't like, bad habits. We broke up because of it a long time ago.
But he's totally turned his life around and even though he still talks to some of his friends that were not really a great influence on him, he's not close with them.
He does soo much for me and takes care of me.. he's helped me deal with a lot and to keep my emotions in check. He's really an amazing guy.
I was thinking about it, and I can see why he wouldn't want me to know.. Yea, I overreact. I get really upset over little things, like things that shouldn't really upset me. I can very very demanding and I have very high expectations. So I can understand why he would avoid making me angry.
It still sucks and I wish he wouldn't have hid it from me, but then again, I get it and I'm ready to get past it.
Plus, Valentine's Day is coming up and I don't want to have negative feelings over something so unimportant.