I had another panic attack a few hours after Chris left, but managed to calm down.. Still had awful thoughts going through my head, though, and acted upon them :S I have to see my dr today or go to MIU to make sure that I'm ok.. I took a mini overdose, whilst drinking with friends.. It started as me just trying to get rid of a headache, but once I'd started, I couldn't stop

so.. Yeah, I collapsed a couple of times and I'm really shaky, weak and sick today.. I haven't actually been sick but I'm getting there.. I feel terrible