hi-

I have similar 'hallucinations' though not as severe as yours. I see shadows darting around out the corners of my eyes, sometimes they are small shadows of things like lines and black dots and bugs, ocassionally they are big human-like shadows.

I have what i've named 'The Shadow Land" which has been living within me all my life. This land consists of hearing strange voices inside my head (mostly having conversations with each other, ocassionally commenting on me)

My body is inhibated by these shadow people. I feel possessed/feel them living inside of me, moving around, trying to get out and such. I also see visions of other worlds/lands, gaping wounds with gushing blood,strange people and evil faces.

Most of my "hallucinations" manifest themselves inside of me.

I have accepted them as real.

Im sorry this is so scary for you. Are you on any meds? I have chosen not to be on antipsychotics right now (for personal reasons) but i take antidepressants which help significantly with the fear and panic attacks i use to get from all the hallucinations and paranoia. I still have all the hallucinations and such, but it is much more tolerable because my antidepressants control my fear and panic.

-Becka