We finally talked last night. I was able to get out what I needed to get out. He reassured me again that its not me and said he thinks he needs to go back to therapy. For now all I can do is hope that he follows that up with action and really takes a look at what's going on. I feel a little better having gotten stuff out but its still hard. Who knows how long it will take him to find a T and then how often he'll see the T and how soon thing will start to get better. All I can do is continue to work on myself and take it one day at a time. Thank you all for being here for me and I'm sure I'll need to continue talking about this.

Hugs,
Rayna