thanks everyone for the good wishes. i'm trying to stay "centered" and let things evolve concerning what is best for my future...as you know, my nursing school admission tests are scheduled here.....i think that we will close very soon on the house....and of course, i have to find a rental somewhere near Austin. i can't afford to live in town..unless i could find something like my daughter found for she and Bella .....my life has been so stressful and it's really scary to me to have good things happen. really scaring me. i'm waiting for the other shoe to drop....yesterday, i was grinning about Psych Central, cause wherever i go, there you'll be!!!!!!! my meds are working so well and that scares me also. census is down at work so everyone is tiptoeing around AND BAM, he hires another nurse!! for what???? well, she does have a lot of cleavage, so that could be it. and i think i should mention this now, as it seems like our relationship is headed down the right road.......i am certifiably nuts! and i love it! elsewise, i would not be here....xoxo pat