No, he wasn't my major support, he was what actually made me worse sometimes because he never understood or even Tried to understand.

Being away from it has caused all this because it's upsetting him, it kills him to be apart from me and he keeps crying and getting angry and upset at himself and it's because of me.. It's my fault and that hurts me..

That's what's the biggest cause of all this.. Now his parents are saying (because Craig, my friend accidentally sent the message to connor's home phone not his mobile, so his mum picked it up) that he must leave me that they have no patience with me anymore and that I'm ruining his life and such.. Now.. Normally he would cave in and say that he'd break up with me, but this time, now he understands *FINALLY!* he won't do that, he's determined to stay with me whether they like it or not.

He knows that they shouldn't make his decisions for him and tel.l him what's good or bad for him, what he should and shouldn't do, who he should and shouldn't love/be with.. So he's making the decisions himself, based on what he wants for HIM and for US, not what his parents want for THEMSELVES, or to "make things easier for connor" when in fact it'd make it harder.

*phew*

I'm exhausted.. I'll be back tomorrow

*hugs to all* and thanks