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Originally Posted by ThePainNeverDies
I do have a 'T', but he's the s**ttest T I could have ever known and he's the only one that I've ever seen for more than a few months and I know he's not a good T at all.. He's extremely bigheaded, he invalidates my feelings and emotions, makes me feel stupid, laughs at me.. Tries to compare HIS life to MINE.
Yeah. Like he can do that... I'm very very close to taking that OD.. I have the equipment to do it and I just.. I so want to.. Plus I get money later, so I can easily go and buy more stuff if I need it.. I just want to give up.. I need to give up  then everyone else will be happy.. Won't they? |
Sorry (((PND))) i didn't see your response until now. can you 'fire" this T and get another??? he doesn't sound very good at all!!! no wonder you are feeling so down.
i wouldn't be happy if you did something to OD. i wouldn't be happy at all. and please don't give up. you could be one minute from success. 
hang in there, with us here at pc. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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