Thanks guys!
I guess my main fear now is "slipping" up. My anger is gone, because the anxiety of her leaving has been aleviated (sp?)...but as I am, more anxieties pop up, and the 10,000,000,000 reasons she would leave me race through my head, epsecially at night in bed. I don't know how to curb them, but I will not let them ruin my life.
Thanks for the support guys!