No-not my T's head.

I just got off the phone with T. I had a short phone session that I requested. I have been working through a pretty big depression crash and he is helping me manage the emotional fallout from increasing meds as I ramp up and the depressive intrusive thoughts. I love this guy--

But, the point of this thread is that although I am so grateful to him for the session on the phone, I wish I could have seen him in person for a real face-to-face session. Now, I know this doesn't sound like a big deal but it's a big deal for me. For the past two years it has been easier for me to speak to T on the phone than it is to speak to him in person. I think I have finally crossed the threshold of preferring real contact. Whoa. Does this mean I am growing up? I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP. LOL