Hi Deli,
I did not have much time following too many threads and does not know the details of your suffering. But anytime when I see someone in need of help, support and love, I am always ready to give it with my whole heart.
I also feel so happy for you to have such great friends here who would even start a thread to give you support you. Beautiful beings warms my heart and filled me with inner joy, they are God-sent.
This link is my way of sending you my heart-felt blessing :
http://www.mayyoubeblessedmovie.com/
With much love,
Reach