You're right on topic, Pat. Don't worry about hijacking my threads. Can't happen.

Know about that anger. I'm trying to put it to good use now. There is still some indicision on my part but I'll get it figured out.

I've lost many of the good years of my life to a few things. I've grieved my losses and moved on. There is still a very small spark of the "incurrable romantic" left in me but I know it's hopeless. This man only goes from bad to worse. My "acceptance cup" is full to the brim and can't accept much more.

I don't know... the next few days will be tough. Don't need any regrets, either. That cup is full, too.

Money will be short and I'll probably have to give up a lot of the things that make my life easier. This is when I don't like being "a tough old broad." LOL

Anyway... I appreciate your "ear" and your support. It's good to know that I'll be getting some back...