Thanks everyone.

Chaotic, you WILL grow bold enough to speak your mind face to face. Although T and I were never e-mailers, when I think of all the letters (handwritten, or typed) I have sent him I cringe. Who knows what I said in those? I have also sent him poetry. Now I bring it and read it to him.

But yeah, I still get shy and mute not infrequently. Nothing is an even ride is it?