Journey is a good part of your name. they posted a couple articles on pc about mindfulness and recognizing certain incorrect mindsets people can get stuck on. and how to interrupt and adjust.

Even without your dx (am mpd/did and just living right now is a challenge) we can share that it is good to think of how it may be and prepare for that possibility BUT do not set it in stone. you may not swing either way. you may just get tired. you will feel a kind of grief - you lost a chunk of your past (physically only) and moved to a very different place. but relax it is much more loose in florida than new york.

plan for the worst, hope for the best and it will shake out probably close to the middle, for true!

leslie and her pixies

ps: moved 13 times in 11 years and have been in one home 21 years now. life is change be flexible. you WILL survive and THEN thrive. (i don't do mantras but that sounded sort of cool and really possible)